Inside out...

Should one always be practical.... den what are matters of the heart??

One should listen to the heart.. den isnt being hurt inevitable??

One should not break down.. so what should be done if one feels??

One tries to clutch his fist, just to get something to hold to... should people not get dependant??

One blinks eyes a million tyms to stop his emotions from flowing out.. steals eyes from the world or looks around, is there anyone to sooth.

I seldom find myself stuck at these questions and know its just not me who faces them, how can one know whats right and whats not.. I posted a few days ago to learn to stay smiling.. one should but to face a few problems and to act to them is also to be dealt if its on your cards.

Is its answer that live in the present... but you smile, you laugh, you cherish moments.. then you cant just forget them once they are in the past.. dey make up your lyf...

I looked up at the sky it was dark and gloomy, outside as much as inside.. and it starts to drizzle...

After sometime it rained, there was the cool breeze, out came the rainbow with its vivid colors... Is it how it goes.. it may be the worst and most dismal time with the dark grey clouds hovering over, but wait it would rain, the sky would open up more beautifully.. the birds would come out chirping... yaa but one day the clouds would be back.. whether you think about them or not you would have to face them and so would the birds chirp and there voice would fall onto your mind.

And it would go on, live it or hate it.. cry it out or hold it in.. time would move on things would come and go.. nor would the clouds see that the soils already too wet, nor hurt that your already too shattered.

Just love the blossoms as much as you can.. sing along the birds till you have a chance...

Life's beautiful...

Ya it sure is.. it just needs a warm heart to feel it.

A very dear friend of my just made me learn this.. she used to insist that she ( i would call her K) remains smiling what so ever happens, what so ever she faces and thus never faces any problem.. well now these are really common lines heard in a million lectures read in every novel i guess..

It was this fine day i was on my way back home and was waiting for my train at the station.. i already had learnt that the train was delayed by an hour and over which was the scorching summer heat.. I needn't say what my mood was. Just then i recalled her lines and then just saw every other face at the station a hundred people but none with a smile.. Every one probably having there problems or as K would say it having created it. Friends probably with there quarrels or college tit bits or marks just anything.. those with there family could have reason of there own problems or others happiness..or just any disaster in the world, but none concluded to a reason why one could stay upset when it was'nt there at that station.. why it still makes you choose that frown over the smile.

Every person has good times and bad but why do we ponder our thoughts on the ones we know we shouldn't... just this is what i ask myself after that day, whenever am low.. Does parting with the smile make me better?? just one simple question and your world surely becomes beautiful.

That day all alone i was all smiles on that station.. i wonder if someone would have noticed me would have thought i have really achieved something great, but it was just this little great thing.. a realization and i bet you that day was so wonderful just for not having anything special in it.. had all the joy but no defining reason.. definitions aren't the way to life. (this is K again)

Thank you for just the thought.. i wish i can continue it with me..

Back here... INSIGHT..!!!

... Di you made me start writing here... and even with just a few posts.. being away from it. i missed it bad... Somehow after long have i been able to be here to write.. and the backspace being hit 'n' number of times again before i can even begin...

Finding it hard to figure out what to start with.. I would bring in something i here or have read in the day... and marched my brain cells for long...

For the day -

We all many a times feel that there is a particular thing or we are in love with.. the most essential fo us.. we equate it to even to our heart and soul..

Many a times we crave for a particular dish.. our craving has no bounds... we may go distances for it.. leave things pending in its lure..

you reached it.. you ate it far more than your heart or your stomach could hold it... what next..

If a fellow comes and insists you for a few more pieces of the same.. what happens.... Why should you heat up on that person when you loved that dish..

Do things we love change so easily.. is that it.. a few minutes is all it takes.. or just getting something is all what the mind wants..

There should be love for all but that should not be in boundations to its availability.. better more on whats present just cause its there and didn't even make you notice its value..

Always judge whether for what you put in your efforts your hearts wish or mind.. have its worth.. Just a wish doesn't hold the reason.